Deposited money on a VPN Fake Paypal account, can't get them back

So 2 days ago, I've made an fake PayPal account with a fake identity from a fake identity generator site, different country, fake phone number, just the email is mine, with VyperVPN. I was planning on refunding a playerup transaction (for forza horizon 3), either trough playerup, paypal chargeback, or both if i could. So I could give my friend a copy of the game. I've added 37 eur to my main paypal account and sent them to my fake one. This where it all went wrong. I couldn't pay on playerup due to receiving the error message: "Sorry we couldn't complete your purchase at this time, please try another method" (or smth like that), I tried sending the money back, didn't work aswell. I sent 2 tickets one from my main acc, telling them that I sent "my friend" money for a game and he can't pay, and one from the fake one with the same story just backwards, and if they could let me send the money back atleast.
What do you think guys, can I get my money back? If they respond and tell me that I am a lier, will it work if I tell them that playerup blacklisted my PayPal account (which they did not), maybe they'll let me send the money back. I haven't done the refund from my main account because I've already done like 3-4 refunds and don't want my acc banned. Sorry for the long post!